I apologise for being away for so long

but i’m back now.

I’ve put on quite a few pounds. IM SO FUCKING GROSS.

heres to getting rid of it.

So I decide to talk to my mum about college

I’m going to study Beauty Care so I know that basically the entire class is going to be girls. And I’ve always been the kind of girl to get along better with guys, I dont know why. 

So I tell my mum im worried, especially because we have to wear the uniform they provide and i HATE trousers, i just dont feel comfortable in them at all. And y’know what my mum said?

“Yeah, you could do with dropping a size or two before you start!”

Almost 3 years free of cutting..

Almost 3 yeand i done it again tonight. It hurts.